In this video we see a CBS 60 Minutes report on the active denial system, a microwave based weapon that targets victims with an intensely painful, silent, invisible microwave beam. Interestingly, during this segment, the moderator demonstrates the microwave weapon’s beam penetrating a mattress and a sheet of plywood to reach its victim. This demonstrates the capacity to use this technology at lower power levels as a through-the-wall torture device!

Is it reasonable to conclude that if there are big ray guns that can target distant crowds there are also smaller ray guns that can target persons in the next apartment or home? What do you think?

I recorded this incident over seven years ago while living in Newark, NJ. I was employed in New York City at the time. It provides an glimpse into the various forms of harassment and street theatre” I have endured as a victim of directed energy weapons torture and gang-stalking over the past eleven years. Law enforcement (and Federal agents posing as local law enforcement) are used as a tool of intimidation by my harassers.

I respect law. I do not fear law.

To some, that statement may seem to be nothing more than wordplay, an exercise in semantics. It is not. A person who respects law strives to be law abiding even when it is not to his advantage to do so. On the other hand, a criminal fears law because it renders punishment for illicit activities. However, there is another danger that fear can present, even to a law-abiding man—fear can lead to compromise. As you will see from my experience, the distinction between respect and fear largely determines how a person responds when faced with injustice, the abuse of law.

It was a sunny, late Friday afternoon in midtown Manhattan. I was strolling along 9th Avenue towards 51st St, wearing the suit and tie that are my workday attire. I have a particular fondness for this area of New York City. It is populated with numerous family owned ethnic restaurants. In fact, my favorite Italian, Greek, and Taiwanese restaurants are located along this busy strip, within a three block radius. My after-work Friday’s are often spent strolling, perusing menus, and finally selecting a place to dine. On this particular afternoon, I was alone.

I strolled along 9th Ave. where it intersects 49th Street (near the shuttered Cineplex theatre). My thoughts were on a choice of cuisines for that evening. As I looked two blocks ahead, I saw a NYPD (New York Police Department) van and an unmarked black Ford Crown Victoria, moving quickly through the traffic towards me. Both vehicles had their strobe lights flashing, and sirens blaring. The police van started to turn on 50th Street as I approached that intersection. Then, suddenly, a voice shouted from the van, “Go straight, he’s in front of you!” So the police van quickly veered back onto 9th Avenue and headed for the curb, about thirty feet in front of me.

Suddenly, five police officers, jumped from the van with their guns drawn and rushed towards me. Simultaneously, two detectives jumped out of the unmarked Crown Victoria, guns also drawn, and joined this group of officers, all running towards me in unison . . .

I ask you, the reader, to put yourself in my shoes. How would you respond in this situation? You have been the target of continuous harassment by Federal operatives that includes torture by directed energy weapons for over three years (this account was first written seven years ago). Although innocent, you have been under constant surveillance and have endured numerous schemes designed to humiliate and provoke you. You have also been the target of numerous failed “sting” operations designed to lure you into illicit drug purchases. Now, it all culminates in this one seemingly life threatening moment. What do you do? You have split seconds to react. How should you react? Do you panic, give way to fear? Do you begin to run?

What did I do?

Find out in in the next installment of BadExperiment.com: West Side Story Part II - coming soon!

. . . Continuation of Mata Hari Subway Chronicles Part I

There was less than five minutes left to our commute. Mata Hari leveled her gaze flirtatiously at me, and spoke for the first time. “Does your newspaper have a movie section?” she asked. “Yes, it does” I replied curtly. My response was intentionally short. I avoided the expected courtesy of sharing the movie section of my newspaper with her. I wondered about her request. Was it simply a way of initiating a conversation? Or, was there a deeper motive behind it?

Frankly, I was surprised that the coolness of my response didn’t make her suspicious. Her confidence seemingly unshaken, Mata Hari appeared to be searching inwardly for her next words. Meanwhile, my mind was racing, poring over every experience I had with the Federal operatives involved in my surveillance and harassment over the past three years, searching for some clue to the motives behind her approach.

About a minute passed before Mata Hari spoke alluringly for the second time. “Do you know the name of the movie theater on 34th Street and 8th Avenue? “I’m supposed to be meeting a friend there . . . She said to meet her in front of the theater . . . Do you know what movies are playing there?”

I hesitated for a moment while dissecting her rambling request. Then it hit me! Mata Hari’s motives and methods became crystal clear! In fact, her actions were entirely consistent with the surveillance pattern set by the plainclothes agents / operatives who supported my harassment for the past three years. How so? Let me explain:

One tactical advantage sought by a covert surveillance team, is the ability to anticipate where you (the target of surveillance) will be at any time of the day or night. This gives plainclothes agents the opportunity to embed themselves at that location and prepare for your arrival. Thereby, they are afforded an opportunity to manipulate your environment in advance. That ability is critical to setting up a sting operation. To achieve this advantage, they will use an initial surveillance period to develop a detailed record of your daily routine over a period of days or weeks.

Mata Hari’s line of questioning was consistent with this surveillance practice. My destination on that Sunday afternoon was the 34th St. movie theatre she mentioned. Mata Hari knew that because the surveillance team assigned to me had detailed records of my past daily routine. They knew where I was heading. Mata Hari’s intent was to join me as I headed for that theater. Why?

You see, up to that time, I had been the target of scores of street level sting operations by detectives posing as drug dealers, seeking to lure me into purchasing illicit drugs. They had all failed. Therefore, the “investigators” felt that I needed a bit more prodding. Perhaps a bit of feminine sex appeal would be the lure needed to snare me in a street level drug arrest. Mata Hari was that lure. Her job was to charm and convince me to purchase drugs from a conveniently placed, authentically posed, drug-dealing detective en route to my favorite Sunday afternoon movie theatre.

The split second I used to dissect these clues was over. As the train pulled into the final station, Mata Hari, leaning closely, smiled, and awaited my response. This was a critical moment. My response had to end this encounter, and put distance between us. I wanted her to understand that I knew what she was doing, yet, I did not want to say it in a way that seemed intimidating or threatening. My response had to be firm, yet controlled. Subtle, yet clear.

“Perhaps an officer at this station can help you,” I slowly replied, with studied deliberation. I chose my words carefully. I wanted the word officer to linger in the air, pregnant with meaning: Officer . . . I know that you are a plainclothes operative . . . Officer . . . I understand your motives and scheme . . . Officer . . . This conversation is over . . .

Mata Hari suddenly looked stricken. She got the point. Her flirtatious act instantly dissipating, she became withdrawn and silent. This uncomfortable silence did not last long. Less than a minute later our train came to its final stop and the doors opened. Not desiring to appear threatening in any way, I lingered in my seat, to put some distance between us as she left the train. She moved quickly, glancing back repeatedly as she exited.

There were still a few details to discern. Mata Hari did not work alone. For her protection, there were other plainclothes officers / agents in among the passengers. Where were they? One of them became immediately apparent. As the bulk of passengers moved in unison toward the subway exit, a sole passenger, a tall burly white male, stood off to the side, glaring at me. “Aah, there you are,“ I thought to myself. His glare followed me as I exited the station. I glanced at the plainclothes officer benignly, smiled, and continued on my way.

I thought deeply about this encounter in the weeks that followed. The setting they chose for this sting was highly unusual, a Sunday afternoon subway ride. Why? Clearly, the provocative dress and seductive methods employed by Mata Hari would be more natural in a social setting like a nightclub or a bar. Here is the problem my harassers had: From surveillance, they knew my daily routine well. I do not frequent bars or nightclubs. In fact, I am never found in social settings where drug use is common. They did not have a single social setting in my weekly routine that was exploitable for their sting. The best they could do, after three years of intense surveillance, is approach me on a Sunday afternoon subway ride as I read the newspaper.

This event shows the support law enforcement agencies provides the covert agencies engaged in directed energy weapons testing. Why were they continually obsessed with luring me into buying drugs or other illegal practices? If they could ruin my reputation it would serve their purpose of isolating me. Discrediting my good name would make it easier to continue their covert directed energy weapons testing. After all, who would believe me?

In any event, they can take much comfort in the assurance that I do not want their drugs . . . or their women.

Addendum: Why The Repeated Drug Sting Efforts?

Keep in mind the overall purpose of directed energy weapons torture and gang-stalking. It is a scheme designed to destroy the targeted individual. This is not justice, nor a tool of justice. The attempted drug stings serve as an adjunct to the destruction of the reputation of the targeted person while alienating him from any potential support systems. If the victim has a weakness for any illicit illegal activity, it will be exploited as a potential trap. If he does not have such a weakness, they will certainly try to help him develop one!

They will even try to exploit normal desires. Here is an example: For a number of months I was doing research on large flat screen computer monitors. I settled on a model made by Sony as my favorite. I would consume any reviews in magazines or online for that model and occasionally stop into computer stores to view it. I would talk about it on the phone with my computer geek friends. Sadly, it was quite a bit out of my price range. Yet, I yearned for that equipment like a child yearns for a new toy! Obviously, the agents who keep me under constant surveillance would keep a careful record of such interests. Well, one morning as I walked into the parking lot of my residence there sat a brand new large screen Sony flat screen monitor on the sidewalk near my car! And, it was the very model that I lusted after! What are the odds of that happening ( I lived in Newark, NJ at the time)! It was sitting in an opened, brand new box, and, it appeared that no one was in sight to claim it. I instantly sensed that this was a setup, and did not go near it. That computer ‘toy’ was bait. If they could accuse me of “stealing” the flat screen monitor it would be the sort of blemish that would hurt my reputation and result in an arrest record. Let the victim beware!

At times, over the decade of involuntary testing with directed energy weapons that I have endured at the hand of Federal operatives, there have been some rather comical and bizarre encounters. I have been the target of a myriad of failed ’sting’ operations by Federal agents using women, drugs, and other illicit lures. These failed attempts to discredit me have at times been quite bizarre. Here is one rather humorous incident that occurred about three years after the harassment began.

It was an unseasonably cool, gray, mid-April Sunday afternoon. The Newark Path Train Station (Newark, NJ) was the scene of casual commuters bound for New York City. As was occasionally my custom on Sunday evenings, I had the thick Sunday Times newspaper in hand, bound for New York City. This solitary ritual included reading my favorite newspaper, a quiet meal at a New York restaurant, and perhaps a movie. I enjoyed the solitude, as it allowed me to read the newspaper at leisure without distraction.

I boarded the train at the first stop, Newark Penn Station. At Journal Square Station (the third stop), I transferred to a train bound for 33rd Street, New York City. I took a seat, and began reading as the train waited in the station.

It was at this moment that I first saw her, entering the car doors immediately to my left. To most observers, she was a young, attractive woman headed for a night of partying. She was a tall, shapely blonde, dressed in tight, suggestive clothing. However, I quickly sensed that her appearance did not reveal the true picture. She was, in fact, not just another casual commuter. It was the infamous Mata Hari (see footnote), looking for her next victim!

How could I so easily recognize a covert Federal agent in plainclothes? In the three years I had been a target of directed energy weapons torture up to that time, the ability to distinguish plainclothes operatives and Federal agents from the broad human palette that surrounds me was developing rapidly. Often, in a matter of seconds, a plainclothes operative may provide a number of clues that reveal their motives and methods. Well, Mata Hari was dripping clues like a busted water-main. Let me share what I saw. You will see why I knew, without question, that this was indeed Mata Hari!

First, I sensed by her clothing that she was a plainclothes agent. She was an attractive blonde, evidently of suburban upbringing. Yet, her clothing was “prostitute chic,” a low-cut powder blue halter top that exposed her midriff, tight low rise jeans, and high heels.

That was the first clue. I could see in her demeanor that the clothing she wore was not her normal style of dress. Suppose Martha Stewart suddenly started dressing like Brittany Spears. You would sense the incongruity, even if you saw her for the first time. The demeanor of the woman, her countenance, would be incompatible with the “trashy” style of clothing. So it was with Mata Hari. Her clothing did not fit her. It was a covert agent’s costume, not her normal way of dressing.

Here is the second clue. It was a seasonably cool, late April afternoon. No one at this time of year would think of traveling without a light coat at the minimum. Yet, Mata Hari did not wear so much as a light sweater. Clearly, she wanted to be noticed, to bait her prey. Her clothing also told me that she came from a heated environment within the train station, most likely the police station located two levels above.

Here is a third clue that drew me to that conclusion. Mata Hari was wearing freshly applied perfume. Are you familiar with the scent of perfume when it is first applied? It takes at least five minutes for the alcohol base of perfume to dissipate fully after application. You can easily smell that alcohol until body heat evaporates it. Her perfume had strong alcohol overtones as she entered the train. That told me that she applied it only minutes ago. However, she did not carry a purse or bag. That eliminates her applying it in the ladies room. The jeans she wore were too tight to hold a bottle of cologne or perfume . . . Where did she apply her perfume? There is a Transit Police station in the Journal Square station two levels above the train. Being a Federal agent, she probably applied it there, as she dressed for this assignment. No store sold perfume in this station.

As Mata Hari entered the waiting train, her eyes quickly swept the car. In doing so, she provided a fourth clue. Most persons entering a subway car look for a seat. Mata Hari was not looking for a seat, she was scanning the faces of the riders, looking for her victim. In that moment, our eyes met briefly. She quickly turned away, then glanced at me a second time. She studied my face for an instant. I knew why. She was trying to see if her provocative attire was having the desired effect upon me. Not wanting to encourage her, I kept a deadpan expression. It worked. Instead of sitting next to me, she sat one seat away. She did not see anything in my eyes that indicated I would be an easy target.

As the train lurched toward the next stop, Mata Hari began glancing at me repeatedly. I studied her actions from the corner of my eye while appearing to be engrossed in my newspaper. It was not the first time they targeted me using a female agent. However, it was the first time a female agent approached me on a train. What was her intent, her plan? I was apprehensive and a bit fearful. Yet, I wanted to know what her scheme was, adding it to the body of knowledge I had accumulated regarding my harassers over the past few years.

I decided that the best way to uncover her scheme was to make her work harder to achieve it. The harder she worked, the more obvious her motives would become. Meanwhile, Mata Hari was attracting plenty of attention from the men in that train car.

I observed her continued glances at me from the corner of my eye. Some would interpret her glances as admiring. I knew better. They were the glances of a woman with a job to do, growing increasingly impatient at my lack of response. This train ride is a short one (about twenty minutes), and time was running out. If she was going to make her move, it had to be soon.

Mata Hari’s next move seemed almost surrealistic. She suddenly began to bend forward in her seat repeatedly, apparently, to attract my attention to her derriere. It was an oddly executed rhythmic forward and backward motion. She glanced at me as she did so. I saw the expression of the fellow seated across from her change from a flirtatious stare to wide-eyed puzzlement. Her motion was neither seductive or erotic, although evidently, that was its intent. It was attracting attention for all the wrong reasons. At this point, I was working hard to control my urge to burst out in laughter. I was also becoming embarrassed, as onlookers were beginning to wonder what the connection was between this woman and me. She continued this motion for about 15 seconds or so, then stared at me. I did not respond, keeping my focus on my newspaper. So, she started her motion all over again. Now she really had everyone’s attention. I watched out of the corner of my eye, barely restraining my urge to burst out laughing. I had never imagined that an encounter with any Federal agent would become so bizarre.

Although this scene had become quite comical, I was still focused on discerning her scheme and neutralizing it. I did not need to wait long. What Mata Hari did next revealed her true motives. . .

Be sure to return and find out what happens in the next installment of this episode!

Footnote: Mata Hari was a famous female spy in the German Secret Service during World War 1. She was a beautiful Parisian dancer known for extracting secrets from foreign diplomats she was intimate with. In case you haven’t figured it out yet, I am using Mata Hari as a metaphor for the female Federal agent in this story.

THERE is a saying that ‘you can measure a man by the size of the things it takes to upset him.’ Indeed, the person who refuses to become upset by minor annoyances or offenses is a person of true stature. Such a person shows, not a petty attitude, but a largeness of mind and spirit. But one easily upset over trifles is guilty of smallness. And often that smallness further betrays itself by acts of spite.

What is spite? One dictionary defines spite as: “A malicious, usually petty, desire to harm, annoy, frustrate, or humiliate another person; Malicious ill will prompting an urge to hurt or humiliate.” As this definition reveals, the true motive behind spite is not justice, but rather “ill will” usually generated by hatred, envy, resentment or simply a mean disposition. What role does spite play in the directed energy weapons torture and gang-stalking used against me? They are being secretly tested on innocent Americans to develop a standardized program of psychological torture for covert agencies. Their intent is to harm, annoy, frustrate, and humiliate, out of malice. In essence, they are weapons of spite.

What is the best way of handling spiteful attacks? Popular thinking would suggest returning “tit for tat,” or retaliating in some fashion. However, is that the wise course? Perhaps the following illustration can help provide an answer: Suppose you’re in a supermarket one day, and happen to observe a small child begging her mother to purchase a bag of candy she holds in her little hands. However, the mother, for her own reasons, say no, and asks the child to return the candy to the shelf. Well, the child has a fit! She pouts, throws down the bag of candy, and begins to scream “I hate you!” She behaves spitefully, as children, due to their emotional immaturity are prone to do. Would you expect the mother to pout and have a tantrum in response? Of course not! You expect spiteful behavior of young children, not of mature adults. Let’s change the scenario a bit. The person attacking you spitefully is now an adult. His tools are directed energy weapons, through-the-wall surveillance, torture, and gang stalking. Should you respond out of spitefulness? No. The same principle applies: To respond spitefully will demonstrate pettiness and immaturity.

Being too big for spite is always the best response. Responding in a spiteful way brings the victim down to the level of his attacker, and can have disastrous consequences. In my case, being lured into an angry, spiteful response can result in incarceration or other personal harm.

Of course, maintaining emotional control can be a challenge when the spiteful attacks are part of a daily, 24 hour campaign. But it can, and is being done successfully. Much of my success comes from how I think. Let me illustrate it this way: Suppose you have two individuals that are quite similar, and you place a heavy weight on each of them. The first individual begins to complain unceasingly, allows the burden to overwhelm him, and is eventually weakened to the point that he is physically and mentally broken by the weight he is forced to carry. The second person sees the heavy load as a challenge, uses it to train and strengthen his muscles in much the way that a weightlifter does, and eventually becomes strong enough carry the load. Both had the same heavy weight. What made the difference between defeat and success? Mental attitude. Adversity is not all bad. When faced with the proper attitude, it can help us to strengthen weaknesses in our character and develop endurance. Those qualities add to our emotional maturity and equip us to face other challenges in life successfully, without resorting to spite.

It is the small spiteful mind that my attackers seek to lure, victimize, and destroy. The best defense? “Do not let yourself be conquered by the evil, but keep conquering the evil with the good.” - Romans 17:21. Rising above spite is the smartest defense! It will help us to avoid the regretful penalties of ill-advised spiteful retaliation . It also protects us from the harmful psychosomatic effects of harboring a spiteful attitude. It works!

The Price of Spite
Spiteful persons pay a heavy price for their actions. Bearing a grudge or hatred that breeds spite has well been termed “self-poison.” One cannot harbor hostility without reaping harmful psychosomatic effects. That is to say, what adversely affects the mind adversely affects the body and the bodily processes. The spiteful person hurts himself most. Those who torture their fellow man with directed energy weapons and gang-stalking do well to consider this. When spite is expressed as torture, its self destructive effects are intensified. “Our rich experience in Russia has shown that many (torturers) will become alcoholics or drug addicts, violent criminals or, at the very least, despotic and abusive fathers and mothers.” - Torture’s Long Shadow. This quote by Vladimir Bukovsky, a Russian author who spent nearly 12 years in Soviet prisons, labor camps and psychiatric hospitals for nonviolent human rights activities, reflects a truth that I’ve observed as well. Serial torture and harassment are self-destructive, unhealthy, and emotionally destabilizing occupations for the torturers. Many of them give evidence of serious alcohol abuse, drug dependency, and other behavioral problems no doubt aggravated by their profession. What they do ‘on-the-job’ spills over and poisons their health and personal lives. What a high price to pay for spite!

Some readers of my story have emailed and asked whether it is truthful to say that I (or anyone) has triumphed over victimization by directed energy weapons torture and gang-stalking even though the ordeal continues. What do you think?

Perhaps the following illustration will help you to see an enlightened view. Imagine you are told one day that you will be forced to play a basketball game against a team you’ve never met. In fact, you will be challenged by the same team every day. You cannot put any players on the court but yourself. However, the opposing team puts as many players in the game as it wants, cheats relentlessly, changes the rules to its advantage, and fouls you continually without penalty. They even stoop to harassing you at night in the hopes of making you too tired to play. Yet, in spite of these overwhelming and unfair odds, you find a way to win the game each day! Sometimes you win by a large margin. Some days the game is a struggle, and you win by only one point. Yet, you do win, each and every day against seemingly impossible odds.

Can you rightfully consider yourself a winner? Absolutely! You have become a champion against extraordinary odds! The fact that you will be forced to continue playing against this cruel team in no way diminishes your outstanding accomplishments!

This well illustrates the lives of solitary individuals targeted involuntarily by through-the-wall surveillance, torture and gang stalking. They are challenged on a daily basis by an unjust mob working in concert to attack, corrupt, and destroy. That mob will cheat, lie, and cruelly do whatever they can to win. They attack round-the-clock in an effort to make their prey too weak for the battle. Yet, on a daily basis, their victims confront the hurdles put before them, and overcome each one. They stay within the law despite intense provocation. They struggle to cope through tears and anguish. Yet, they continue to meet each test with admirable strength of character. Should their fine record be diminished or denied because the adversity continues? Never may that be so!

When we view the injustice we face as a daily challenge rather than one continuous battle the full scope of our accomplishments can be appreciated. On a daily basis, we prevail! Each day has its own struggles. Each day has its victories. The challenges we face continue only because our enemies have not prevailed in the daily battles against us! Even if the adversity is ongoing, without question it can truthfully be said that we have triumphed!

What is it like to be the victim of a government sponsored round-the-clock program of psychological battering and torture? I invite you to share a typical evening in my life of directed energy, through-the-wall surveillance and torture. Lets start in the early evening, when the program begins:

Evening: 11:00 PM till 3:00 AM
Like most of you, this is my time for sleeping. However, as a victim of wall-penetrating torture technology, sleep does not come easily. In the apartment below mine, government agents play loud grating music or create disturbing noises. This evening, it is rapid fire deep bass notes from a loudspeaker placed in the bedroom below mine. Each time I come close to falling asleep, the noise is fired up. The through-the-wall surveillance tools they use can monitor my heart rate and pulse. Therefore, they know exactly when my heart rate slows to the point that indicates I am falling asleep. At that moment, they use loud music to wake me up. This is repeated each time I begin to doze off, lasting for a couple of hours or so. Or they may choose to create a series of loud banging noises. Whatever does the job. The intended effect is to heighten my anxiety and anger. The physical side effect is my body’s production of stress hormones at a time when I should be fully relaxed. Well, I typically wear ear plugs to muffle the noise. They anticipate that. They use wall-penetrating acoustic weapons to send a heavy silent vibration through the walls or floor targeted at my head. Unlike audible noise, this is a silent sensation that is felt by my entire body. There is nothing I can do to protect myself from it. The vibrations resonate through my head, keep me awake, stressing my body, and affecting my equilibrium. Of course, none of my neighbors will be aware of this. The agents insure that any apartments adjoining mine, especially those in the path of the weapons, are empty. This insures that no witnesses accidentally hear or feel the effects of this technology.

To enhance the disruptive effect of their attack, a car alarm or horn may be synchronized to go off as they hit me with a wall-penetrating acoustic beam. These focused, infrasound beams cause limbs to jerk involuntarily as they pass through my body. There is more. The torturers may also use a microwave (millimeter wave) based wall-penetrating weapon as well. This creates a sensation that ranges from itching to intense localized pain. The two areas of my body most often targeted with this weapon are the face (eyes) and groin. The effects range from the sensation of being stabbed with needles to being burned with a hot iron. These weapons leave behind no physical scars or other evidence of trauma. They penetrate all commonly used home-building materials and are targeted with pinpoint accuracy.

I may also hear the sound of laughing or joking coming from one of the adjoining apartments. This rounds out the attack by adding an element of mockery to the harassment. It may appear that the apartments surrounding mine are occupied during the day. However, when I retire for the evening, the “occupants” leave and are replaced by a night shift of agents performing the torture and surveillance. Typically, I am rarely allowed to get more than three hours of continuous sleep. This pattern of torture is repeated every night, 365 days per year.

At 3:00 AM I am awakened again. This time, the nature of the torture changes . . .

3:00 AM until 8:00 AM
Normally as the evening progresses, the human body experiences longer patterns of deep sleep. However, this pattern is disrupted by the wall-penetrating weapons used against me. Typically, I am forced awake by either audible noise or silent wall-penetrating acoustic weapons at approximately 3:00 each morning. It typically may take one or two hours to fall back to sleep. During this period, my attackers may use noise or other irritants to stimulate my body’s stress response. When I finally fall asleep, perhaps about 4:00 AM, the acoustic / microwave beam weapons are targeted at my head at much higher levels ( I am not sure of the combination used). Because it is more difficult to awaken during this deep sleep period, the intense pressure caused by these wall-penetrating weapons may go undetected for hours. However, my brain knows it is under attack, and my body is producing unusually high levels of stress hormones to respond. It is only when I awaken unexpectedly that I become immediately aware of these weapons. I can hear the faint recycling of the weapons from the apartment below mine (they may also be targeting me from adjacent apartments and buildings) as they cycle and fire the rapid rounds of silent acoustic “bullets”. With my eyes closed, I can see flashes as each volley passes through my head. I can feel each round penetrate my head. There is no mistaking an attack by acoustic weapons for anything else. It is like experiencing all the effects of being hit in the head with a baseball bat minus the sound and physical impact. I suspect that the effects of these weapons may cause me to “pass out” during sleep. As a result, I may awake at 9:00 - 10:00 AM instead of my normal 6:00 - 7:00 AM waking time. When I finally do awake, the combined effects of sleep deprivation, acoustic weapons, and stress wreak its toll on my body. I am physically exhausted. The combination of sleep deprivation and acoustic weapons leave me in a mental fog and impairs my ability to concentrate. Instead of being refreshed, I am fatigued and irritable.

Sleep is essential for life. I am convinced that these cruel tests are designed to create a pattern of sleep deprivation and distress intended to mentally cripple or kill me. Daily sleep deprivation combined with artificial stimulation of stress hormones is a dangerous combination, almost certain to induce death in its victims if continued over a long period of time. It increases the risk of diseases including stroke, diabetes, high blood pressure, and heart disease. It is a known cause of mental disorders, including depression, and schizophrenia.

There is a secondary effect that my attackers seek to exploit: The likelihood of stress induced violence. Sleep deprivation impairs our emotional control in a way similar to alcohol intoxication. As my attackers combine this effect with their daily pattern of harassment, it is clear that they want me to respond in a way that destroys my reputation and leads to incarceration or suicide or death.

I ask you the reader, if government sponsored groups apply these cruel methods to an innocent citizen, every day, for more than ten years, what is the intent? In truth, this is an extended pattern of attempted murder.

Now that I am awake, and ready to start the day, a new phase of harassment begins . . . To be continued . . .

References:
The Economist Magazine, “Come Fry With Me” discussing microwave based weaponry
Defense Update: An Isreali defense magazine discussing Directed Acoustic Weapons currently being manufactured.

Gang stalking and related psychological warfare strategies are first and foremost attacks on our thinking and emotions. Therefore, coping successfully requires strengthening our emotional defenses and thinking ability. How you think largely determines how you respond. It is primarily your response to the attack that can destroy you, not the attack itself. After more than ten years as a victim of directed energy weapons and gang-stalking, I have developed a personal list of strategies that provide me with daily victories and a healthier outlook.

One of my favorite ways of coping is doing good to others. “There’s no shortage of research showing that people who give time, money, or support to others are more likely to be happy and satisfied with their lives—and less likely to be depressed.” Doing good to others provides measurable benefits to your own mental and physical health. For me, this means giving of my time and resources, looking for ways to help others. It really lifts my spirits and strengthens my emotional well being. I am forced to take the focus off my own problems by thinking about the needs of others. Also, it helps me to realize that no matter what I face, there are others who have worse circumstances in life than I do.

You may have opportunities to volunteer your time and assets to assist others. However, doing good to others does not always require dramatic or large acts of giving. Small acts of giving are just as beneficial. Plus, there are so many opportunities to do good in small ways on a daily basis. For example, making an extra effort to warmly greet and converse with people we meet during the day. Allowing someone who has less items in the checkout line while shopping to go ahead of you. Holding a door open for someone. Simply remembering to say “thank you” more often. Smiling at those we make contact with during the day. With a bit of effort, you can find numerous opportunities each day to do good to others. The beneficial effects of these small, kind acts adds up! As you derive more joy from doing good, it minimizes the impact of your own adversities.

Anyone who is a target of gang-stalking and directed energy weapons torture knows that on a daily basis, some of the people in close proximity will be part of the surveillance / harassment teams working against you. Should we do good to them as well? To the extent that you reasonably can, yes! (”But I say to you who are listening love your enemies. Do good to those who hate you.” - Luke 6:27) Of course, we may not be inclined toward friendly conversation with someone who remorselessly tortures us. In this case, doing good may simply mean polite restraint from retaliation, and letting go of any anger or bitterness. It may mean keeping silent rather than responding in a hostile way.

Not all of those associated with these wicked schemes are of evil intent. Some are misled, working on false impressions; some work out of fear; some are simply doing what they must to earn a paycheck. By seeing your good example, they may well discern the lies motivating the attacks against you. It may make a powerful impression with them that returns unexpected benefits in small ways, making your situation easier to cope with. For example, there are numerous accounts of Germans in Nazi Germany who secretly extended acts of kindness toward the persecuted Jews and minorities while seemingly supporting the Regime. Additionally, by doing good you provide irrefutable evidence of the failure of their schemes to turn you into a bitter, broken person. You are also making the best mental and physical health decision for yourself when you do good to others. What better way is there to win the psychological war?

Doing good to others is also a way to cripple a key motive behind gang stalking—isolating the victim. Over time psychological attacks have the effect of shutting us down emotionally—we begin to withdraw “into a shell.” That eventually leads to our emotional isolation and self destruction. Making a conscious effort to do good to others effectively counteracts that tendency. We are much less likely to isolate ourselves emotionally if we are focused on the needs of others! This can be a powerful strategy in winning the psychological war.

In the coming weeks I will share more of the strategies that will help victims of psychological attacks to win the daily war!

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Health Benefits of Volunteering

Evidence of the existence and use of infra-sound weapons continues to trickle through the media. Wired Magazine recently featured a blog entry that describes an Ultrasonic / Infrasonic Cannon in development as of 2002 by American Technology Corp (best known for the acoustic weapon LRAD). “The device produces a range of sound patterns across frequencies to which humans are sensitive. He notes that in its current configuration, the DSR can make its target extremely uncomfortable. “If you stand in the beam for more than 10 or 12 seconds, you get sick. People turn as green as grass, and you can pulse it in such a way that their ears don’t really recover—so they keep getting this uncomfortable effect and they can’t brace themselves to get away from it,” he explains.” An illustration in this article shows this acoustic weapon targeting a victim through the walls of a hardened bunker. This strongly suggests is that they can easily be used through the walls of a home or apartment as well!  Read the original article here.

Imagine possessing a powerful automobile with over 500 horsepower. Its handling characteristics, power, and speed make it one of the fastest vehicles you can buy. What will happen if the brakes are faulty and cannot not stop the vehicle? Or, what if the steering is highly inaccurate so that you cannot control the vehicle’s direction reliably? It will make all the speed and power of that automobile highly dangerous. After all, who will want to drive an automobile that cannot be controlled? Sooner or later it would lead to certain disaster!

So it is with the person who cannot develop self-control when faced with long-term abuse by through-the-wall directed energy weapons and psychological attacks that include gang-stalking. What good is his strength and other resources if he loses self-control under pressure and provocation? Truly, self-control is critical to avoiding a disastrous outcome! What is self-control? It is defined as “restraint exercised over one’s own impulses, emotions or desires”; “the act, power or habit of having one’s faculties or energies, especially the inclinations and emotions under control.” It involves keeping ones motives and actions in check. Without such restraint you will be destroyed by the psychological war waged against you.

Admittedly, cultivating self-control can be a challenge for some. And this quality is severely tested  by the long-term psychological abuse inherent in directed energy weapons torture and gang-stalking. However, think of the long-term consequences if we fail to maintain self-control. When we lose control of our emotions, we give control of our lives to our persecutors. Restraint under provocation allows us to control the outcome of stressful encounters.

Controlling ones motives involves not allowing bitterness or anger to build up within you. An unrestrained temper leads to poor judgement and rash actions. In turn, if one’s feelings are kept under control we are far less likely to respond angrily, and foolishly to the daily psychological abuses and humiliations that face us. Really, self control is vital for our survival and success in prevailing against directed energy weapons harassment and gang-stalking!