“Wisdom is the prime thing. Acquire wisdom; and with all that you acquire, acquire understanding.” —Proverbs 4:7

How should we feel about neighbors and others who actively participate in the psychological aggression of group stalking? Sometimes a bit of insight helps us to avoid the anger that comes with a purely emotional response when under attack. I have talked to a number of those stalking me over the years. I can strike up a conversation very easily and never exhibit hostility. They quickly sense that I am good natured and not looking to harm them in any way. Of course, they will not talk about what they do, But many will hold a conversation. I honestly believe that most persons who operate at the lowest rung of these schemes have no clue what they are a part of. They have been seduced into believing they are doing something good and lawful and are largely ignorant of the full picture.

I spoke with one “stalker” today who apparently had the task of keeping me under surveillance as I cleaned my car at my local car wash. I came up to him with a big smile. “Have you ever observed how neighbors have lost all concern for each other?” I asked. “They will sneak around in the hope of catching their neighbors in some small mistake. In spite of that, I always make the effort to greet those around me because as a Christian I must show love for neighbor. If I do not love my neighbor and do good for others, then I am not really a Christian.” I added.

Weill I consider myself a good Catholic,” he replied. I could tell that he got the point I was trying to make.  “Well, it is always good to meet someone who has a belief in God, we need more of that,” I said with a smile. How do you think Jesus would treat his neighbors if he were alive today? Would he sneak around looking for something to condemn them or would he try his best to help his neighbor?” The fellow looked at me and smiled. Then he said “I must respect you for the way you approached me and what you said.” At that point, we started discussing my car (I had a for sale sign on it) and the economy and had a pleasant conversation that lasted for another five minutes or so. We both left the conversation smiling.

That sort of conversation tells me alot about most of the people involved in group or gang stalking at the lowest level. They are not demons but are largely deceived or blissfully ignorant of both the victims they track and what is being done to them. Many of them are clearly “working poor” who are getting a very modest sum for what they do. Many have no emotional involvement, it is just a way to supplement income.

However, I have also spoken to a few of the higher ranked individuals who are contracted or employed by the covert agencies developing these schemes. More often than not, their arrogance and condescension is palpable. To them, we are little more than guinea pigs or criminals whose lives have no value. Yet, it must be said that even in this group, I have seen glimpses of genuine humanity. However, what can they do? They must be under enormous pressure to remain loyal to the covert organizations that employ them, and could well suffer swift retaliation if they are perceived as “whistleblowers.”

Doing some research on the history of secret societies helped me to understand better how these schemes operate. Historically, in most secret societies, the darkest secrets of the group are held only by those at the highest levels. Those at the lowest levels must rise in the ranks, and prove themselves worthy of gaining access to more power and knowledge. I see that basic principle at work in “gang stalking” as well. Those at the lowest level are not privy to all that the organization is doing or why. They may even be deceived regarding the true nature of the organizations they support.  This has helped me to view those at the lowest levels with a bit more understanding. They are in some ways also victims who are manipulated.

I do not consider it my role to retaliate against my persecutors. As a Christian, I want to be a force for love and peace even in the face of injustice and suffering. Of course, that becomes a real challenge in the face of constant psychological attacks and covert torture. However, I am determined to reflect The Christ’s loving, gracious disposition under all circumstances. He is my leader, and set the perfect example for me to follow in this regard.

“. . . Christ suffered for you, leaving you a model for you to follow his steps closely . . . When he was being reviled, he did not go reviling in return. When he was suffering, he did not go threatening, but kept on committing himself to the one who judges righteously.” —1 Peter 2:21

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